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Sometimes as a Dominant there is a war that rages inside, one where You want to nurture and shield and protect and one where You want to control and possess and take apart. Sometimes aftercare can be a healing of sorts for the Dominant as well as the submissive, it sates that craving to nurture once the submissive has shattered after a scene.
{maiden}Savage:
slips in...eyes soft already seeing the flickering candles, dancing their kiss along the walls....
my fingers etching over the open brick as i slide along to where my leash hangs...
blinking softly as i watch each fingertip cradle every link, right up to Your O ring..eyes tracing the
initials..loving that...Sm..smiling gently..loving how that always held such D/s meaning as well....
clips my leash to my collar...O/our collar..inhaling a deep breath..eyes closing a minute as i just breathe in
Your Presence....feeling You the minute i wake up in the morning , You my last thought before sleep...
tugs at my nightshirt, hair all mussy, trying to get my fingers through it and giving up with a tinkled laugh that
echoes around the whole room...
tugging at my hot pink knickers..giving up on that too as they seem to just want to line my ass crack permanently~ grins
leans back against the wall..before reaching down and fastening my ankle cuff....nails digging around the edge, finding the
little leash and attaching it...loving this..loving O/our rituals..so uniquely U/us ..loving O/our journey.....
leans back against the wall..nails dragging across my bare tummy as i watch one candle dance, swearing it beckons...
Savage{maiden}:
Stands in the shadows as they seem to shift around Me, eyes forever dark peering out, greedily watching your every movement, enthralled as you so beautifully practice Oour ritual.
Steps from the darkness, movements slow and languid, like skin dancing against the sharp end of a sword, both dangerous and seductive at the same time.
Moves to you, footsteps heavy yet almost silent, speaking to power held in check.
Presses My hand to the wall, eyes locked to the moss green of yours, even now deepening in anticipation. Smiles slowly and leans in to kiss you deeply, sensuously as fingers glide into soft tresses, clenching there...
Unhooks your your leash and leaves it to dangle thighs as I break the kiss and let hair fall from My fingers, squatting down to unhook your ankle...grazing fingers up your legs as I stand, tugging your shirt up to expose those hot pink knickers. Grins and drops it, then turns quickly.
Walks over to sink into My favorite chair, old worn leather that seems to cradle as I sink in.
Come Mine...
Eyes flashing as I settle back to watch you.
maiden}Savage:
gulps....that slow breath held gulp that seems to grow heavier in my throat as i realise i can barely breathe....
Your Presence looming over me even before i visually connect...loving that...7 years and still....my heart races, grips
and threatens to engulf....
blinking soft as Your hand seems to mould to the wall..lips feeding into the depth of Your kiss, languishing there...gasping
as You break it and drag Your fingers over my legs...my whole body leaning forward in some desperate plea for Your warmth..
my hand quickly tugging back at my nightshirt as my skin tingles with Your graze..
watching as You turn and drape into Your chair like some Maestro conducting everything in front of You with merely a look....
ribbons to the floor...my chest heavy as i labour for breath...pressing my forehead to the floor for a moment..just gathering
myself....hands pressing in front of me...whispering gently...breathe tiff...just breathe...
Savage{maiden}:
~Leans forward and watches you, elbows resting on knees, fingers coming together to make a steeple in front of My face.
~Watches as you ribbon to the floor, air catching in My lungs, yes even after 7 years, your submission a thing of great wonder and beauty to Me...
{maiden}Savage:
my eyes lifting to Yours...
feeling You tug...Your gaze saying so much....loving the way You sit like that....
inhales deep and lifts further..locking my elbows in place, dragging my knees up....
distance already long closed as my heart lays cradled in Yours...my very soul at Your feet...
dragging my body to close the distance physically...back aching..ass perched high..every inch of my flesh screaming "owned"....
reaches Your boots..dragging inbetween them, thighs spreading as i nudge them apart...
reaching up, my neck arching as i press my lips to fingertips......dragging those kisses across my leathered neck, then down to my heart...pressing in splayed pressure...my voice low and whispered...7 beats of my heart passing before laying them palms up on my thighs..in utter and complete submission to You...
mind
heart
soul
spirit
body
breath
whispers the 7th in gentle render......belonging..
lashes brushing my cheeks as emotion kisses their descent....
i just Love You my Master..my Reason
Savage{maiden}:
Watches as you close the distance between Uus with a deep hunger seeming to rise in My gut, your crawl that beautiful melding of lady and whore, of beauty and seduction.
Leans down as you kneel in all your beautiful rendering and speak your 7 bindings, a finger gently tracing an opened palm, whispers low...Be still and know Mine...
Sits back up and sinks fingers into soft tresses a hand grabbing your leash, dragging you slowly up a jean clad thigh, letting your tongue worship every inch of pitch, pressing your face to My crotch, My body deeply roused by yours...
Speaks low, My voice dropping an octave into a deep timbre that seems to radiate with possession, speaks one word...Mine, says it with such conviction, such simple truth that it seems to flow through the chasms of your mind and settle there...
{maiden}Savage:
watches as You trace my palm..lashes lifting as Your voice stills my very being..feeling a couple of tears roll down my cheeks...just so deeply connected to You, needing You so....
gasping as You drag my face slowly..the tightening around my neck comforting,..controlling...
dragging my tongue to every inch of the line of Your inner thigh...nose pressing and nudging the outline of Your excitement in swathed denim...
the sudden drawl of Your voice sending my heart into that quick race that i swear echoes from my throat all around You...
fingers wrapping around Your calves..nails embedding as that single word..from the moment i first heard it..captured and cradled my heart..beckoned my soul and claimed my spirit for evermore...
the gift of my submission embedded within You, forevermore.....
my hand reaching up to Yours....fingers stretching..my head buried in Your thighs...
Savage{maiden}:
~Takes your hand, fingers clenching around it, a thumb tracing the little scars I cut into the ends, long since healed, but holding great meaning...
Puts a hand under your chin and lifts your face, My dark gaze meeting your jades....
My voice still low, like dark velvet over steel...Stand Mine, and strip...
Drops leash and hair, letting you settle back on dirty little knees that crossed the floor, My gaze holding yours captive to Mine...
{maiden}Savage:
my gaze lifting as You take my hand, so tightly yet so tenderly....
chewing on my bottom lip to try and keep some sort of calm to every nuance of my being screaming for You..for that Dominant hold that steers my every thought and feeling...
Your voice reaching in and stilling every thought,only You cascading in vision and claim , completely surrounding me....
standing ..albeit a bit wobbly on my feet...my eyes locked to Yours..mesmerized by the hold You drag through me in silent grip...
absentmindedly rubbing at my knees, my thighs..my nightshirt twisted around my body..trying to unwind it some....
letting out a huge exhale of breath and just ripping it upwards..hair flying..breasts bouncing down to my soft flesh in heavy drag...
eyes finding Yours again...jades alive in light and love as i bask in just You....
lays my shirt over Your knees...reaches inbetween my thighs and tugs at my knickers...dragging them slowly down..my feet brushing Yours as i kick them away ..my toes running up Your legs as i steady myself and lean into Your knees..twirling a couple of strands of my hair around my fingers as my gaze just swims in Yours..my other hand gently touching Your knee....the soft pinked blush floating over my flesh deepening as i feel the trickle of essenced kiss inbetween my thighs...
Savage{maiden}:
~Groans as I watch you, every nerve in My body on fire, My body hard and roused.
Eyes a slow burn across flesh, fingers clenching in the shirt as you lay it across My lap, sucking in a deep heave of breath, stomach hollowing, chest rising as I watch your slutty strip.
Has to grin as you kick your knickers away, since you hate what I might do with them.
Lets My eyes settle between your thighs, growling deeply as your scent seems to slide down the back of My throat and hang in My lungs, tasting the aroma of your arousal as it drifts up from your thighs, eyes growing hot and dark as sin.
Stands, My chair a slow grind against the stones as it shoves back. Towers over you, a hand grasping your leash, tugging you back, My body moving forward, forcing you more by My movement than by leash...
{maiden}Savage:
loving the way You watch me..claim me..Own me ..every inch of my flesh burning for You..my very core screaming in its wretched crawl of submissive beg ...
my face flushing even deeper as Your gaze lingers...keeps lingering..Your dark pools blackening..
jumps..my breath pleating over my lips as Your chair scrapes..
my nails dragging down my thighs as You consume me in Presenced cloak...not wanting to move..Yet what i want definitely not on the agenda as my neck tightens, my feet falling over each other as i stumble back..Your Body like a wall of Persistence as i my hands lift and brace Your chest..nails scratching bare flesh..not pushing..just digging in..my eyes holding Yours in mossy ember...utter trust and need pleading back to You..
Savage{maiden}:
~Grunts deeply as your nails scratch along My chest, muscles flexing at your touch...eyes like onyx as they hold yours.
Brings you to a stop, dropping your leash, looking up as I center you, grabbing your shoulders roughly, moving you to exactly the right place.
Releases My hold and picks up some rope from a table I drug nearby earlier.
Put your hands together Mine, prayer like.
Wraps the rope around wrists, tying it, then lifting your arms above you, hooking the rope over a chained hook, stretching you up some, your muscles in a slow clench.
Takes My boot and presses your foot, forcing your thighs wide...
Picks up My cat-o-nine from the table, trailing fingers over the little knots that dig without mercy. Watching the emotions dancing in your eyes, that look you always get of almost defiance but the will to submit, all swirling there together...
{maiden}Savage:
squirming a little as You grab my shoulders so roughly....eyes searching Yours..only depth and darkness meeting me back...
fingers gripping my leash as You drop it..suddenly hating the cold feeling along my bare flesh...
dropping it again as You command me..obediently placing palms together....flexing my thigh away from my leash as it dangles..
eyes lifting..narrowing some as i see the hook...my shoulders stretching..arms flexing...fingers wriggling some..frowning..hating my hands pinned..
but kinda thinking thats the point as You walk away..still feeling the press of Your boot to my foot..that tingle that just lingers..trying to brace my feet some a little bit more together...a little bit alarmed as i face You..liking the fact i can watch You..but..knowing there is no room between the wall and my ass.......
eyes holding Yours both in question and embrace..will and hang on..all flying back to You at once...
whispers low...my favourite flogger....Your favourite flogger....almost jealous as Your fingers move and caress the knots.....
blinking hard as my gaze locks to Yours..
Savage{maiden}:
Stands in front of you, the tails of the cat hanging loosely down My thigh, fingers clenching the handle, the handle so worn it seems to hold the indentions of My hand.
My eyes cold, intense, dark, they seem to reach out and pierce your jades like needles, the look sharding and splintering through you.
Then suddenly, with no warning at all, you feel this intense pain as the knots of the cat connect between your thighs, biting with cruel intention into your cunt, the pain immediate and dramatic, the look on your face one of almost fear as your eyes fly wide at the sudden hit. your brain signaling distress, endorphins suddenly flooding your body. The cat once more dangling My thigh in serene pose, mocking what it just did to your body...
{maiden}Savage:
shifting almost nervously on my feet as You stand....like a taunt..every inch of You daring me almost to move...Your eyes like fingers that dig into my face, hard..holding my gaze to Yours....
chest heaving..deeply..betraying my cool exterior that i know You see straight through with a Heartbeat..
waiting for You to walk behind me...Your stance still..that gaze almost threatening..
screaming in a silent twist of body and mind as the leather length kiss my cunt.., my thighs buckling wider..instantly clamping them shut..my chest heaving...fringed strands of hair falling over my face...blowing them up with an almost haute woosh of breath..
head tossing..my fingers spread above me as my jades lock to Yours..
lip held in teeth as my eyes splinter and spit back what my cunt weeps, knowing You see the tremble there as i hold them together...
Savage{maiden}:
Steps towards you, pressing the errant strands from your face, stares at you, looks through you, wondering if you have any idea what it is like being a Dom. That war that always rages, where I want to cradle you in strong yet gentle arms, to nurture and protect you, to never let you feel an ounce of pain, but at the same time, I crave to possess you, control you, to want to shatter you, completely undo you, so that when you shatter and fall I get to put you back together, and every time leave a piece of Myself inside you, infusing you with My very soul...
Steps back some, fingers clenching and unclenching, the war raging, the cat suddenly flying once more, wrapping around a thigh, the threads wrapping with such momentum, they startle you, the little knots biting deeply into flesh...Watching the pain fly into your eyes, your breath being forced from your lungs, your whimpers like music as they dance inside Me...
{maiden}Savage:
eyes clamped to Yours as You push away my fringed camoflauge...the still in Your eyes..the heave of Your chest..everything calling to me deeply..yet seeing the Dominant echo that drives Your very Being slip into overdrive..consume You..Posses You...
that very rush sending my heart racing...wanting to bear so much pain i simply break into a thousand pieces..completely and utterly trusting You to put me all back together again..
twisting as my body juts out..twists..a loud yell breaking my lips as my arms tug, wanting desperately to drag nails across my lower belly..the ache there literally unbearable...
watching as You step back..eyes holding Yours in a gemmed orb that seems to spin without focus or question...literally begging for whatever You haave to give....
screams..a loud guttural scream that embeds in Your very soul...the juiced coating over my firmly squeezed thighs giving the knots tenderised spots to kiss and bite..pleats in whimpered pants as the sting spitters and steals across my flesh in a nettled grip..feet moving apart as i try and move the pain more spread..failing miserably....my head arching back as i bite down harder on my lips..still hearing my scream..the scowl breaking across my face mirroring my own war....that grip of wanting to be so badly..hold onto everything tighter...
letting my face fall forward...eyes holding Yours as i toss my head gently....
whispers....more please...
Savage{maiden}:
your scream like a dagger in My heart, but your scent still lingering in My nostrils, filling up My lungs, the scent now clings to the strands of the cat and tells a different story than your scream.
your begging, sometimes past endurance always tugging at Me. But not this time, this dance barely started.
The copper twang of your blood mingling with the scent of arousal as you bite your lip, My body rock hard as I watch you limp in your bindings, juices coating your thighs.
Paces around you, My boots a steady cadence as you try and focus on that, the cat tapping against My leg, the threads swaying in taunting motion.
Stops behind you, eyes trained to your hot little ass, My arm flying, muscles rippling, the threads hissing out their warning, the threads landing to wrap and ping, the knots biting and slicing into tender flesh.
Brings the cat back, letting it fall to My leg once more, chest in a slow heave, breath suddenly releasing rapidly, watching as red welts fly up across pale skin.
{maiden}Savage:
groans low and pittered as Your stance becomes more Gripped...my begging that paints across whored lips You know so well..not getting me where i completely wanted...eyes flashing into Yours as my body heaves up in a determined swill..breasts a swollen bounce to my chest...nails dragging across my palms..head rolling gently as i ignore the ached tug in my shoulders..
spreading my feet wider..as wide as i can without stretching too much..
Your pacing stealing my mind a moment, lulled by its Dominant anchor to my most inner bequeath...
ass muscles tightening as You still...
Hissing as the knots beg and twist into my flesh...legs locking forward only to lock back straight away..tongue lapping at the beaded taste kissing my lips..my pants laboured but silent as my fingers fly open only to come embedding back, nailed to my palm in deep grip..
head tossing at the sting prickling the back of my eyes..nostrils flared as breath passes through them in heavy fast parade...
toes curling into the floor as i brace again..the sting starting to mesh into a thudded steady wrap.....
Savage{maiden}:
Thinks I might be losing you, your body seeming to shatter around you, every muscle looking strained in your bindings, your muscles beginning to tremble, your body limp as it hangs. you breath becoming rapid and strained, knowing I have taken a very long time to flog you.
Ponders for a moment, your begging still echoing in My mind, your scent still a steady linger in the air. Grunts low, that your only warning to brace... The hit so rapid the threads barely have time to make their hiss known before the knots dig into flesh once more, burning layer onto layer of welts and pain as they cross along both cheeks.
Drags in breath then sets the flogger on the table, letting you own your pain. My heart beating rapidly as I watch you, My body in a sheen of sweat. Watching as you seem to crumble and so desperately needing to put you back together.
{maiden}Savage:
whispers to myself..over and over....some mantra i dont even understand let alone its audibility...blinking hard to the mesh of pain starting to cross over itself....eyes flying open wide to Your grunt...falls forward as the beautiful knots grind now...kissing across already crimson flesh..twisting my body at their nettled grip as it slams my heart to my chest....dragging my feet a little as my knees lock in shaky brace..one collapsing before i still it...tears stinging my eyes..realising their descent down my cheeks as i try and work through the fog in my mind..the pain all consuming..inahling deep little shuddered breaths..easing them out over my bitten lips..hissing a little as the warmth bites into their soreness....my knee buckling again...my nails digging into my palm so hard i suddenly feel it..letting out a strangled long held sob as i try and stop my body from dangling..knowing the rope binding is not strong enough..my feet slipping miserably in my own sweat and sluttiness as i lift my tear stained face to search You out...
Savage{maiden}:
Steps quickly around you and into you as you sob and your feet slip. Wraps an arm around you, eyes searching yours deeply as I reach up and free you from your bindings and let you slump into Me. Holds your limp body up as your face hits My chest. Cradles you there, fingers clenched in hair as an arm holds you against Me.
Sighs deeply, My heart pounding, your tears raining down on My shirt, saturating material to soak My chest. Kisses the strands of your hair, speaking softly that I love you...
{maiden}Savage:
feeling You surround me even before Your arm wraps...suddenly everything overwhelming...my arms falling so hard, yet You barely flinch...my face burying against You..flicking my fingers as i shake them out...my heart racing..blinking back tears as suddenly all the pain hits me..but not just all from Your flogger..the pain of time wrenching and spinning from its tight web like a ball inside me and just falling away...arms wrapping around You tighter yet trembling so much they barely cling..loving the pound of Your Heart, its thump cradling around mine in a soft Dominant Shhhhhh
Savage{maiden}:
Picks you up into arms that will never allow you to fall or fail, cradling you against My chest as I walk over to a trough of warm water I brought in earlier, the water having been scalding so it could cool to warm by the time Wwe needed it. Tests it, satisfied, sets you in it, the aftercare as much for Me as you, needing to nurture you and bring you back. Wincing as the water stings your welts, but then begins to soothe you.
Sits by the trough, takes a washcloth, slips it in the water, then wrings it out and runs it gently over your face, avoiding your tears for a moment, those speaking so deeply and intimately to Me...
{maiden}Savage:
cradling into You..feeling this sense of complete and utter calm surround me..surely this is how an angel must feel....
eyes lifting to Yours as i twist and see the water..fingers clenching tighter around Your neck..only to peel away in the Kiss of Your Dominance as You help me in...
blinking hard..unable to stop the tears from falling as the warm water seeps into the welts and cuts from the knots, abraded and some breaking my flesh..my breaths slowing as the water laps and moulds..the initial sting now just thumping into a lulled throb...my hand reaching out for Your arm..the intimacy of this completely and utterly overwhelming me..fingers brushing the washcloth as You wash my face...my other hand caressing through the water ....
Savage{maiden}:
~smiles with tender eyes as your hand floats through the water, your eyes fresh with tears...
Drags the washcloth over your breasts, eyes holding yours, leans in and kisses you softly as I continue washing you off, washing away the pain, and bringing you back to Me...
{maiden}Savage:
inhales deeply...my hands coming up to my face..breaking away as You lean in and kiss me..scrambling up..knowing i am wet but unable to bear being so far away from You..completely overwhelmed as You so intimately wash me..my sobs deep and guttural as i try and crawl into Your lap, burying my face to Your shirt..completely wetting it..my whole body stinging as my hands paw at Your arms...
Savage{maiden}:
~Smiles and groans softly as you crawl out of the tub and into My lap, completely drenching Uus, picks up a towel and wraps it around you so you won't get chilled and continues to wipe the cloth over you, wipes away your tears and smiles into your eyes, just holds you for a moment, rocking you in My arms. I love you Mine...
{maiden}Savage:
curling into You..legs entangling and tucking under me...hands curling into Your chest..loving how You wrap me in the towel...my cuts and welts easing to a soft ebb...my fingers reaching to Your face...scratching gently in Your whiskas...just lost in You completely..not sure how , where , or why i deserve You..this beautiful intimate Dominance that both Controls and Beckons..dragging me so far away from myself i am simply all Yours..then giving me back more claimed than ever before...
i just Love You my Josh..my Master..
pushing gently into the cloth as You wipe..
how You look after me so intimately beautiful it steals my very last breath
Savage{maiden}:
Smiles and stands with you, lifting you into My arms, carrying you out so I can tend to your welts...
Dark eyes making love to your soft green ones, kissing you deeply before walking out with you. I love you Mine...
You called me to walk on the edge of this world,
to spread my dreams and fly...
Sidewalk Prophets
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| I thought I had read most of Yyour scenes. I missed this one somewhere, and it is profound. There truly is a war and struggle that goes on inside of a Dominant, wanting to take His sub apart then put her back together. It is one of those strange dichotomies that is extremely hard to explain, and I am not even sure Wwe in this lifestyle even truly understand it. You did such an amazing job of portraying that. I am not sure many understand that aftercare is as much for the Dominant as the submissive, that We need to take away the pain We give them. You simply cannot inflict pain on someone You care about or love without it breaking You to some degree too. Excallent!
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Thanks Oaf, it really is a hard thing to explain, especially for a Sadist ~G I have to think those on the outside looking in must really think those of Uus in this lifestyle are all nuts. ~laughs
You called me to walk on the edge of this world,
to spread my dreams and fly...
Sidewalk Prophets
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