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Dear Ms. Distraction
~Esquire
7/13/2015   
 
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Dear Ms Distraction, why do you treat me as you do?
I want to talk, but I don't meet the standards you hold me to
You asked and I replied and you haven't said a word
I can't fulfill your expectations, and I can’t be your paramour

I just think you're pretty, but thought you had a genuine heart.
And all I want is time and friendship, but you prefer me in the dark.
You're a princess. Easy to discern by those surrounding you.
So if you merely feel the need to only love or hate, I'll make the choice to go.

There's a curse upon my balcony, and every secret that I tell.
When someone looks inside my mind, they might shudder but I fall.
In your dream you were distracted and I can't say I'm surprised
I just thought you were ignoring the deterioration inside.

The crystal glass was shattered before it hit the ground.
So disconcerting to find a true friend, who doesn't idly yearn for something more.
It’s not easy being alone, but it’s easier than being afraid.
But I'm not worth the try. I know I'm not worth the effort in your mind.

If all you want is everything or nothing, I won't stay here anymore.
I know I'm not all your hopes and dreams, or worth making the effort for.
Don't bother with the sad embrace goodnight; you'll get all you wanted, even more.
But I know I'm not wanted anymore.
So if all you want is everything, I can't stay here anymore.
Looks like all you want is nothing, so I won't be around anymore.

Dear Ms Distraction, I hope you never find a friend as cold as you.
I long for someone to light a candle, and who can pray when I need to
Just a friend to tell me, that it’s ok to try and fail
I wish I knew your reasons, but you won't say, so I'll just go

I don't fit in with perfect. I'm probably better off with those that you can't stand.
All I need is a place to sleep and a way to make memories disappear.
My royal blood beckons, for in my hope, there is a King.
But I'm the lone lost vagabond, missing anything to keep me anywhere.

So I bless you and pray you find the Vin Diesel you've been longing for.
I may wonder about you once in a while, but just don't think of me anymore.
I've grown tired of the fickle, and not being good enough to be a friend.
Just know I would have stepped before you, if your life were about to end.

I'll keep praying for some solace; rid my mind of the desire for your resolve.
Your family is full of friends and lovers, but I'm just meant to be alone.
I only asked because I cared and never knew you'd push away
I just hope my absence brings you happiness, because I feel so far from home.

If all you want is everything or nothing, I won't stay here anymore.
I know I'm not all your hopes and dreams, or worth making the effort for.
Don't bother with the sad embrace goodnight; you'll get all you wanted, even more.
But I know I'm not wanted anymore.
So if all you want is everything, I can't stay here anymore.
Looks like all you want is nothing, so I won't be around anymore.

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7/13/2015
 
~Esquire
Member

Dear Ms Distraction, why do you treat me as you do?
I want to talk, but I don't meet the standards you hold me to
You asked and I replied and you haven't said a word
I can't fulfill your expectations, and I can’t be your paramour

I just think you're pretty, but thought you had a genuine heart.
And all I want is time and friendship, but you prefer me in the dark.
You're a princess. Easy to discern by those surrounding you.
So if you merely feel the need to only love or hate, I'll make the choice to go.

There's a curse upon my balcony, and every secret that I tell.
When someone looks inside my mind, they might shudder but I fall.
In your dream you were distracted and I can't say I'm surprised
I just thought you were ignoring the deterioration inside.

The crystal glass was shattered before it hit the ground.
So disconcerting to find a true friend, who doesn't idly yearn for something more.
It’s not easy being alone, but it’s easier than being afraid.
But I'm not worth the try. I know I'm not worth the effort in your mind.

If all you want is everything or nothing, I won't stay here anymore.
I know I'm not all your hopes and dreams, or worth making the effort for.
Don't bother with the sad embrace goodnight; you'll get all you wanted, even more.
But I know I'm not wanted anymore.
So if all you want is everything, I can't stay here anymore.
Looks like all you want is nothing, so I won't be around anymore.

Dear Ms Distraction, I hope you never find a friend as cold as you.
I long for someone to light a candle, and who can pray when I need to
Just a friend to tell me, that it’s ok to try and fail
I wish I knew your reasons, but you won't say, so I'll just go

I don't fit in with perfect. I'm probably better off with those that you can't stand.
All I need is a place to sleep and a way to make memories disappear.
My royal blood beckons, for in my hope, there is a King.
But I'm the lone lost vagabond, missing anything to keep me anywhere.

So I bless you and pray you find the Vin Diesel you've been longing for.
I may wonder about you once in a while, but just don't think of me anymore.
I've grown tired of the fickle, and not being good enough to be a friend.
Just know I would have stepped before you, if your life were about to end.

I'll keep praying for some solace; rid my mind of the desire for your resolve.
Your family is full of friends and lovers, but I'm just meant to be alone.
I only asked because I cared and never knew you'd push away
I just hope my absence brings you happiness, because I feel so far from home.

If all you want is everything or nothing, I won't stay here anymore.
I know I'm not all your hopes and dreams, or worth making the effort for.
Don't bother with the sad embrace goodnight; you'll get all you wanted, even more.
But I know I'm not wanted anymore.
So if all you want is everything, I can't stay here anymore.
Looks like all you want is nothing, so I won't be around anymore.

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